I Gave Up Everything For You

Exam??!!??!

2009-10-18T02:21:00.001-07:00

okay......yeah........umm exam was kind of easy but due to lack of practice my mental sum kind of fked up my paper 1 for math O: FCK THE TEACHERS FOR NOT MAKING US PRACTICE IT O:<>

i went to the game stall and looked around.... ._. my mom bought me a fcking psp memory card WOOT now i can put more games!!! XD and then the guy put in some free games inside.......WOOT!!! moving on....ive been trying to update my fcking psp for so fcking long and it doesnt work....but i got a free update which would have cost 15 bucks....and then one of the assistants told me i could sell vamp rain for 20 and the other lousy game for 8 so i got just enough for a 49 bucks game from my mom and then when i was going to pay, i was told by the shop owner tat it was 18 instead..... so i did not have enough so i told the shop owner and he said nvm WOOT !!! LUCK LUCK LUCK!!!~~~~

2009-10-18T02:20:00.001-07:00

yoz guys im back.....well yeah ill try to keep posting anywayz....... dun hurt me if i dont though ._. okay im posting the stories in the next post coz i dun wanna mix this with stories :3

Preston goes RAWRS!!!

2009-05-28T07:56:00.000-07:00

:3 im am so bored.... booo....
haizzz anywayz...

AHH MY MARKS D: THE LOUSINESS BURNS D:
BTW my position in class is 36/37 D: WTF-ness
Had a ear full of crap from my mom after the results were out
haha thats y i had her help me clean my ear ._.

anywayz the day was like this :
yay mr kamal was late so kiwi discussed with class where 2 go for class outing....and the results...leaving us at point 1......
mr kamal came....Yan had to present his freaking answers which was like funneh :3 then mr kamal rushed through the rest of the paper
then nxt was English...mrs tan also took a long time to get to class so once again kiwi discussed....
AHHH i cant handle the freaking pain of listening to mrs tan's flipping lessons D: its always so long and annoying especially since shes talking bout a boring book....
hehe nvm i sat nxt 2 zuhair and we both somehow did the same thing ._. (no details)
omg zuhair is so cute sia he draw the kwai look damn cute then finish,he go back to emoing(haha my disciple :P)
yay recess :3 go find edmund in his class but D: to no avail(HAHA i remember what mrs evelyn Tan though :3) then just go recess lorh...go buy some food called nasi briyani with zuhair... haha he bought drink fer me coz i buy food for him :3...we sat down and...MAKAN!!!
lolz then after eating zuhair dissapeared somewhere ._. then i just sit at the class table at stare at my other friends eat...lol after a while,zuhair came back and then i saw Juresha(sowey if wrong spelling)hehheh and kenneth was not far away if you know what i mean X3 then kenneth say wan hit my left nut haha but at the end he got wacked in the nuts a lot of times and also kanna said that he love 2 masturbate coz he keep touching his erhemerhem while trying 2 protect it....hehheh recess bell rang then i ran upstairs but saw kenneth outside our class X3 so drag him in and then we play smack kenneth's butt X3 haha he couldnt escape but in the end we let the kenneth out of his cage XD bleh then go protect him from kelly for the greater good :3 then gossip bout kelly and run haha kenneth call kelly bitch and kelly call kenneth bastart so when we got back 2 class i told kelly bitch + bastard = puppies ._. somehow she nvr run after me ._. maybe coz she like kenneth eh? XD after that settled down...
History....Miss i mean Mdm sheetal came in and was like okay everybody do your own things but quietly so kiwi went and discussed the thingy again ._. i go there extra for fun ._. coz they take veri long 2 answer questions...kay we decided almost everything after this period :3
Math period lai liao D: ... haha the class nvr do hw still blame teacher XD coz cher nvr say must do all or just exercise 1 :3 so we all obviously did the exercise 1 onli lorh ._. haha spend the period not needing 2 listen 2 her crap coz we do the hw in class yay......
RING RING!!! OMFG CHINESE BUT WOOOT NO CHINESE COZ SPRING CLEANING...when we reached back 2 our class 1D1 instead of 4A2, we were pisses as fucked coz they vandalised the whole class like siao sianzzz.... we had 2 clean up after immature mother fuckers -.- no i will not censor coz those fuckers don't deserve 2 be censored!!!>.> anywayz i snatch a cloth from a table :3 haha limited cloth :3 so i kept fighting with ppl for the spray coz i needed it 2 clean the table btw the brand like damn good sia but i try on dirt...ughhh makes everything more dirty D: lol the whole class managed 2 clean the tables and walls :3 i so happeh coz its so clean liao hehheh then after school end class lorh ._. then help teacher put the papers into our report books ._.
after that go find gladys and co. at subways WOOT makan-ed Tuna Sandwich at subby which is damn damn damn damn damn nice!!!
bleh...zuhair bang seh us so me and wei jie walked around the whole freaking clementi until sian then go my house play games while waiting for the PSI ... dun ask me what PSI stand for coz i dont f-ing know XD but the words Parent Sexual Interaction keeps peeping into my mind when i tink of PSI XD LOL kay then play till like 5 plus then rush back 2 school...HAHA I WAS LATE FOR THE PARENT THANG XD WHO CARES? Miss Eng super fast so got alot of time...Miss Marina on the other hand talked 2 Raag's parents for like veri long D: then the rest at the top HAHAH

ZZZ like i said the blog is re-opened XD

2009-05-10T00:22:00.000-07:00

Yay???.....lol i had nothing to do so yeah i got some song for my playlist and also deleted alot due to the freaking corrupted link haha.....and notice that my songs 1 to 15,is explaining love or more likely crushes....
Explanation:
1:All That i've got -the start of the story that concludes into a flashblack
2:funny little feeling - when you see the girl/guy you like you get the funny little feeling
3:falling for you - falling for her/him
4:catch your wave - telling the girl/guy you like her/him
5:love story - the love part ^-^
6:Shut up! - lovers fight
7:Thank you - for breaking our heart
8:Do you care at all? - yeah....do she/he care at all??
9:Crazy - people in love
10:loner in love - you will still like that person....but she/he doesnt like you
11:that thing you do - thinking about how she/he was to you when ur together
12:five colours in her hair - how people only like unique-ness and when its gone they're gone
13:mr brightside - thinking bout how much fun she/he is having with her/his bf....
14:broken hearts parade - how ur friends help you ^-^
15: all that i've got - ending

RE-OPENING!!!

2009-05-08T03:16:00.000-07:00

SUP GUYS IM FINALLY REOPENING MY BLOG WOOO????WELL....NO!!!!ILL STILL BE TOO BUSY TO UPDATE REGULARLY...... D: .....why? ASK MY TEACHERS THAT!!!!! PLUS....I HAVE A FREAKING LIFE UNLIKE YOU PEOPLE WHO WHINE ABOUT EVERYTHING >.> AS YOU CAN SEE IM IN A VERY BAD MOOD SO NO HATERS~~~~~OR ILL RIP UR F-ing HATING HEARTS OUT YOU SONS/DAUGHTERS(incase of people calling me sexist) OF B-.....OH BTW GET A LIFE PLEASE AND DONT WHINE ABOUT MY BLOG BEING DEAD JUZ COZ I DUN UPDATE...LIKE I SAID I HAVE A LIFE AND BLAME MY TEACHERS!!!! ^_^ <<

SEC 1 ASPIRE CAMP D:<

2009-01-20T04:24:00.000-08:00

zzz...well...lets see...at first we assembled in hall, teachers talk crap bla bla bla...then we moved to class and put our bags.... then we greeted our student facilitators:willis,clarissa,dora and i dont know bout the one that keeps quiet.... kay then we moved off and 1st for the respect station where most of us couldnt talk and we were blindfolded....lol....we were like asking each other whos standing beside us and then play play play until the other people finally get the cookies in the obstacle course....then pieces of cookies were shoved into our mouths....then it ended...then break...omg when talking bout breaks....TOO MUCH FOOD....WE EAT LIKE PIGS LIKE THAT...
then endure and encourage...a box on the ground we squeezed together like shit to fit the box...WHOLE CLASS IN ONE STUPIDLY SMALL BOX....then another smaller box and we squeeze....kay...after that back to bigger box and then shaving creams were put on some peoples face and we spreaded it without the use of hands....after that the girls blew up the balloons and then the guys had to get the balloons and puts it into their shirts and then hug till the balloons blew up...aiyo write so much liao ill continue soon now gtg -.-|||

2nd day of school

2009-01-20T03:39:00.000-08:00

OMG......my class got cute girls ^^ but cute only no chio bu -.-||| ...lol....umm then alvin ish my friend now...my class parent is miss marina o.o wa.....kay im discipline head so dun make me angry kay?! or i cut ur head off arh!!!kayz......well.....then we get school tour...WA GOT CLASS SPIRIT SIA 2nd day we screaming like damn bonded people RAWR!!! woot woot shiro takeguchi ish well liked by most of the student leaders.... oh BTW....i aiming to become a student leader NOT COUCELLORS(BAD SPELLING) .diaozzz.....kay....well im bored so bye...Friends:alvin,gladys,farhana and rosnie

Got bored

2008-12-02T10:02:00.000-08:00

kay clusterf*ckers out there........nah im just kidding....wazzup guys?.....lol i got bored so im gonna puts something up........

MY BLOG IS NOW OPEN AND ILL TRY MY BEST TO KEEP WRITING BUT I WONT SINCE I DONT NORMALLY HAVE THINGS TO WRITE ABOUT!!!
ILL TRY MY CLUSTERF*CKING BEST BTW
CLUSTERF*CK IS THE WORD OF THE ......IDK AS
LONG AS I LIKE SAYING IT d:<

ZZZ im back.......and i bring sadness with me

2008-12-02T09:33:00.000-08:00

lol i finally got time since i cant sleep its now pretty late X3 kay.....well lets start bout graduation......everyone wanted to cry but the guys kept it in but some of the girls cried.......we were like totally sad and we were shaking hands with our teachers,friends,classmate.....okay next to the psle results....i got 233 :3 i can go to clementi town secondary school probably.....im kinda sad though coz there are lots of things im gonna have to get over with in jin tai and qifa especially my friends... TT^TT i miss you all!!!!i wish i could give you all a big hug......i miss suresh and lots of people........sigh......why does life suck so much why does it have to be so cruel as to part people!!?btw people keep in contact my phone number is 96472550(send me messages dun direct call me!!!)i love you all!!!!!well not all of you e.e .... i still hate that biyatches .......kay ill move on.....so life is pretty normal for me........okay who am i kidding im bored out of my mind i tried drinking so much coffee so that i would puke!!!! X3 i lub most of you..........TT^TT im guessing im gonna be bored out of my mind......tag me with ur marks and where you will be going!!! :D well i love you people okay.............umm lets see.......oh i tried to plan to go to watch twilight but everyone is like "you have to be 13 years old!!!!!" SCREW THAT!!! D:< next......i tried to go find suresh in takashimaya but he left too soon so i went lucky plaza find my mum whos working there X3 we had dinner then we went to clementi and get my stuff fix(no asking for detail)......hmm well thats pretty much it!! oh im going to chalet on 8,9,10 of december at chaffrone....god i hate that place its so clusterf*cking boring there....wondering what ill do there hope some of you going there too TT^TT but what are the chance of that?sob...sob.......well....thats it this is bye..........TT^TT

Twilight the movie

2008-10-15T01:06:00.000-07:00

OMFGOSH..... i found a movie i wanna watch o-o but im not 13 F**K THEM D:<>

2008-08-24T06:14:00.000-07:00

okayzzzz....lets see...i woke up early coz of my mom and i had to go to the market...ugh....the smell of raw fish.......then we ate our breakfast and met my aunt at seng song.....then i had to get my bro's breakfast home and then i went to my cousin house to meet them.....its my grand-dad's death anniversary.....lots of my other cousins were there and playing maple....i just listened to songs with my other matured cousin and then we went down to west coast park.....it started drizzling a lil bit on our way there.....our destination was Macdonald and we ran there........we got in and 2 of my cousins ordered grilled chicken flip over and one of my cousins ordered fillet-o-fish and i ordered macspicy....it was still raining when we finished and we decided to buy ice-cream....i bought milkshake and a macflurry.....one of my cousin bought strawberry milkshake, vanilla cone and one chocolate ice-cream.....the other bought mac flurry and vanilla cone......the last one bought a vanilla cone.........so when we were done it still hasnt stopped raining and we got sick of it thus we ran through the rain and when we got to the bus stop outside jin tai primary school, when we got there there were lots of puddle and as we ran water splashed and we finally got to our cousin's house........okay to fill you in wat my cousin did to the vanilla cone was to put the ice cream in his coke.....as he ate his chocolate sundae it melts and becomes a ice-cream float and he drank and when he bought a strawberry milkshake, he was too full for the coke and the milkshake together so he gave me the coke....it tasted pretty good............and when we got bk to the house our other cousins got bored and we went down and bought bubble tea for ppl who wanted it............i bought a honeydew ice-blended adn yeah.......... so like for the rest of the day i watched WWE <<< i hate it, its boring.........kk yeah......so i am back after the stupid day and im blogging........

2008-08-20T03:19:00.000-07:00

okay.... im bored so im gonna post a romantic thing.......-.- kkz ill start...a guy had to go for a oversea trip but his girlfriend would not let him.....thus he bought a bouquet of flowers and her to under a large tree that they usually have their date........ he kneeled down and represented the bouquet of flowers to her and the girl looked at it......he said " ill only stop loving you when the last petal from the bouquet has fallen off......." he reviewed a rose to her and he showed her that it was a fake and could never wither..... lolz kayz im done with my post XD bye bye X3 <3

ART SUCKS!!!ARGHHHH!!!!!!

2008-07-11T04:18:00.000-07:00

okay.... officially......ART SUCKS!!!! XD IF U AGREE RESPIRE!!! IF U DONT AGREE I HOPE U DIE NOT RESPIRING XD!!!! lol.... now.... i know i havent posted for a while but ive been busy and yes yun jing i promised her to help in her blog but im so busy nowadays.......so zzzzz

Fact or Fiction

2008-06-12T04:23:00.000-07:00

there was this guy who h8s halloween and he lives across a bridge from a town and then 1 night....he scared the kids that came for trick or treat and at midnight....there was a large knock....it was a kid dressed as the grim reaper.....but it seemed so real.......and then the guy shutted the door.......but after that there was another knock and then....the guy opened the door and the kid was at a distance holding a puppet looking like the guy.....the guy was afraid and slammed the door....later that night.....he looked at the window and there the kid was.....and he got a asthma attack......he was scared and after he was fine.......there was an axe at in the pumpkin they had carved.....fact or fiction? fiction!XD

THE HELL!!!!!

2008-06-12T04:18:00.000-07:00

im thinking why the hell im writing this piece of crap.....nah im joking..... im just seriously bored.... zzzzzzzzzzzzz its last week of holiday and im gonna rush hw XD booohoooooo for me.....TT^TT oh well.....ZZZZ im so bored......gonna probably play Freedom Fighter when i get home.......

F***ING MATH EXAM GOD!!

2008-05-06T01:23:00.000-07:00

MAN IT WAS FUCKING HARD D:< F*** THE TEACHER WHO SETTED IT GRRRRRRRRR ARGHHH!!!!!!!!! SCREW THIS!! IM GONNA GO STUDY FOR CHINESE TMR YES I AM CHINESE UR A DUMBA** IF U DUN KNOW GRRRRR DAMN HARD PAPER D:<

eng compo day

2008-04-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

omg the compo was hard O_O lol jk the sw was easy but i forgot wat u call ur brothers or sister's son O_Olll argh i wanna die!!!btw yes im cutting myself right now coz im at my aunt house instead of at home... mom sealed the knife away D: but too bad im at aunt house now!!! IN UR FACE MOM!!!lol hope she doesnt see this haha she doesnt even read english wat am i worrying about and yes im hyper right now ........btw i onli wasted 30 sec to type this all my bro timed me XD including this 1 so its 30sec total

the days b4 exam

2008-04-28T02:39:00.000-07:00

hey im blogging after the date this should hav been out but stop reading if ur not happy bout it...
okay so...well its friday and well lets just say i had a lil "accident" hehe X3 wait i forgot the day it was maybe saturday or sunday at least i know is its when i was chatting with a whole group of ppl and ppl stop talking so i cut myself and no i wont show any of u the wound D:< screw u crazy ppl cept for those who cares bout me but thats no reason to look at my wound D:< LOL i am on sugar so butt off the hyperness -.- kk... i cutted myself and it was funny 1st nothing came out then the blood burst out WOOHOOO like a person in a water ride XD i bet my mom wouldnt let me near a knife anymore so pls some1 buy a razor for me X3 seriously some1 buy me a RAZOR!!!!AND YES RAZOR GRRRRRR oops hyper sorri XD hehe kk my mom is getting me off computer to remove the sugar from my mouth O_O how the hell she gonna do that -.- jkjk -.-kk so the blood dripped and i asked the ppl im chatting with how to deal with it then terence said lick it so i did and it taste F***ING GOOD!!!!!!XD i hav canines lol seriously i do :D

WASTED TIME LOL

2008-04-18T07:48:00.001-07:00

still not so cheered up...been getting seriously emo lately...i was ready to kill myself yesterday night
because i couldnt find the math hw and ive been scolded lots lately...well found it and finished it b4 teacher collected...after school, it was PFT(personal fitness test)...i didnt wear PE T-Shirt and neither did lukman... since hidayat had to bring his bag home, he walked home with us...after that we went for bubble tea and i got an oreo crush and hidayat got an orange italian soda(gassy somehow...) we walked back to school saving lots of time btw... when we got there ppl were still sitting down...so i went back to class to put my stuff in bag...i passed every station i think...hehe...lol... after school, me,feng an and dennis wasted time looking at P4s run and cheered them on...haha it was funny when mr chan ran slower than the last batch of p4s..after that we met jing heng and we played basketball for a while...then mr pang almost saw so we kept ball and they played relay and i got bored... after that we played basketball a lil more...then mr chan say cannot play at parade square so we went to basketball court at field...play more basketball then some b****** came and we played basketball with them...i got kinda left out since i suck at basketball...i wanna cry liao... not really la i may be emo but where got so easy cry...play until late late then feng an got random and start saying things like yao ming takes a shot and crap like that...then after we going home feng an saw them play VB then is like i sian zi pua(veri sian)i sit there wait for feng an...wait damn long...when i got home, i called my parents and they nagged like siao 1...then i chat with hui lin about stuffs btw hui lin is one of my good friends. then she went sleep liao i am posting now lor....gonna change some songs to good charlotte soon X3 gonna post another emo post so prepare for the worst okay only maybe la see whether i feel like it or not...

Losing my pride in my only sport...

2008-04-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

Yes...the rugby senior team lost the tournament...Well we hope the st. Andrews trashed the school we lost to though...X3(evil i know) when the rugby team was on the bridge after we lost...we almost wanted to jump off...The coach told us our mistakes and after that when we handed out the H-Two-O...when we were drinking a lot of us cried including me...i wished we were in the top 3 since it would get us a title instead of nothing...sigh...
,Xunloved-emoX

game -.-

2008-04-16T00:16:00.000-07:00

Rules of the game: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.Took from KIM btw -.-

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
Don't think im gonna since im emo and gonna kill myself soon -.- but after teenage but b4 30
2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
my besties: Suresh,Han En and Charmaine(i think) but other wise a knife,a coffin and a undertaker
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Heaven Or Hell
4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
Death and you :)
5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
no.
6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my 3 besties, mainly: Suresh, Han En and Charmaine.
7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Maybe ill buy something to kill me.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
HELLO Already did -.-
9. List out 3 good points of your bestfriend.
adorable,cheerful and sometimes emo
10. What requirement do you wish from your other half?
Tell the truth.
11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
PPL WHO HATE EMOS.
12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
OF COURSE ILL KILL MYSELF B4 IVE GONE TO SCHOOL.
13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
A LOVE WITHOUT A CONDITION?
14. Any wisdom to share with your readers?
YES, try not to spill blood on the floor when ur emoing(CUTTING URSELF)
15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
FIGHT, im emo i can die with honor that way -.-.
16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
stupidity...
17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
my emo self.
18. What's your weakest point?
not much bravery and confidence.
19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
I AM EMO AND IM PROUD OF IT.
20. What is the one thing you regret most?
WEARING SPECTACLES.

BTW I DO CUT MYSELF ITS JUS HIDDEN REAL WELL XD AND THE PAIN ROCKS!!

boring day

2008-04-13T06:54:00.000-07:00

im gonna teach u the chemestry of feelings...
bad day= bad mood
good day= good mood
tiring day= tired
emo day= everyday for emos ppl like me
= emo
boring day=bored
death day=seriously bored or depressed and sucidal

lolz i had nothing to write kay? tag pls and i dun appreciate bad comments or bad tags so if u wanna do that F*** OFF

Rugby Day

2008-04-11T22:46:00.000-07:00

ehhhh......so tired.....i just got back from rugby training. Today i was told i am not a reserve but a center winger(I DUN KNOW WAT THAT MEANS SO DUN ASK). ha ha chen hao ran so god damn fast, when i almost grab him my arm hurt like hell. i was rammed a hell lot and it was kinda fun but marcus keeps trying to show off but all he does is walk around grab and let go....after training, i went to 7 elven to buy and eat stuff... then when i was walking home it rained so i took the bus and went home. i made it so there is enough songs for you all and here i am posting

ZZZZZZ

2008-04-11T01:23:00.000-07:00

today was okay but was kinda depressing since got lots of ignores especially from suresh... yawnz i updated my blog and stuff with the help of suresh. it was a usual day of wanting to die and stuff.....oh and was teased a hell lot today coz suresh kept saying i like ***** ill give u a hint it starts with a H and ends with a N...i was bored in class so i kinda stab my correction tape and eraser while being bored...oh yea it friday i can play assassin creed, ghost op or WOW... i cant decide so ill just play all 3 then -.- happy reading and I KNOW MY BLOG IS DEAD SO STFU!!! i hope i seriously disturbed you for ur weekend so go away now...>_<

Emo

2008-04-10T02:58:00.000-07:00

ZZZZ yesterday sucked....there was a annoying teacher who nagged and nagged. after that we had to get injection and after a long time of waiting, we went for 15 min recess but we onli spent a few min though. the injection hurt XD. one of the boys had to call his dad to encourage him to take the injections X3. the rest of the day was fine XD.......

ps.i hav no gf so stop saying i hav 1